Why, Hello.

Honestly, I'm starting to write so that I can remember moment I have with my friends, family, co-workers and best friend. You see, I seem to have a horrible memory. OK it's not terrible, it could be worse. Lets just say big important things I seem to get right, or even random things that may have just meant a lot for some reason. But the things that really make life sweet? The words that make me smile when I read them or the jokes that are original and hilarious from around the kitchen table, the odd and awkward conversations that take place at work... I can't put my minds finger on them bring them back to light. Maybe it's my fault, maybe it is just who I am. All I really do know is, in 30 years I want to remember all the little things that made my twenties and thirties so great. Yes, I will be accepting and documenting the bad as well as good because lets face it, life is not always grand. I'm going to start off by explaining myself . I am an avid I'm literally on the computer all day computer user. I work at a computer then I come home, do some chores, and then mentally relax with a computer. I met Todd (the hunny) first in person, but being that as it were he is a computer guy and I spend a lot of my time working online, it was pretty inevitable that we used a web chat platform to communicate. It is always so much easier. I love talking to him, he loves talking to me. Sometimes there isn't anything to say and that's okay! If we were on the phone all day (which is completely not doable) there would be blank pauses all of the time let alone the bill we would rack up. But , we go about our business, both working, both getting things done, but we have each other through chat. I do have to say, we don't live close by one another. We only see each other a day or two a week. Which doesn't seem terrible but when you know you are meant to be with someone (literally, he is my other half , my best friend) it is really frustrating not only to be away from them for most of the week, but also not to talk a lot. The web makes our relationship more connected. And for that I am thankful. Now, I could be at work, in a awful mood because of working in customer service, then my sweet guy could say something on a random tangent, that makes me sit in my sad, oh so sad cubicle and smile so wide I have to try to contain laughter from just bursting from me ( told ya, best other half ever!) Memorable laughs! AIM doesn't save the great things all in one bunch. The funny talks we have. I want to keep them, all for myself (and if someone reads this) . So , starting tomorrow ( really today) I am going to document my heart out . In one place. So I can always come back, and know I'm blessed. I am very blessed.



So I leave you with this. I was sent an Apple bomb today ... (my cats name is apple. he is orange :-) )